I quit blogging for quite a while, but I never stopped writing. I had to make this space private for a bit, to protect my littles, my wife, myself.
I will begin again.
School's finished; all that is left is to pass board certification exams. Oh - and to find a job.
These last milestones are very difficult for me. If I don't pass - if I don't get a job - it's proof that I am not good enough, never was.
But I remain positive and hopeful and determined. I will not let fear keep me from my dreams.
I am not sure if I will keep this space active or start a new space. In a way this space feels ... done. I think it might be time to move on and start a new.
2 comments:
You got this. I was in that same shitplace - the "oh f***, if I don't get past this spot (the exam, the job thing, etc), then what? The time, the money, the family struggles --- it just goes to show, again, what a failure at it all I truly was. I managed to fool someone enough to get to this point, but - seriously now, the shit is real."
but, hey, look here! I made it - certification, job, everything. have faith <3
miss you.... (and your musings....) don't go?
You're good enough, you're smart enough, and gosh darn it, people like you.
I can't wait to see what's on the horizon.
I couldn't be more proud and inspired.
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