There. I said it. Do I want to go hang out at a friend's house? Not really. I don't even want to talk on the phone with anyone.
Then how can I complain that I am lonely? I don't know. I just am. And I'm not sure how to fix it, or if I want to fix it.
I don't think I am supposed to "do" anything... I think I'm supposed to just allow myself to feel it. To survive it.
So I am.