Well another term down. I'm hitting the pause button before I get the eject button pushed on me. I think taking the summer off and regrouping will be a good idea. In fact, perhaps I'll take the fall off too. I'm not sure. I'm starting with the summer. It is hard to stop. It is hard to take care of me. But I have to.
I took an incomplete in one of the classes to sort of 'buy' myself some more time to complete the coursework. I have 4 exams to take and 4 weeks to take them. I'm almost afraid that won't happen.
I worry about my financial situation this summer without my financial aid checks...
So, tonight I had a few email exchanges with Motherless. Heart-aching. I just keep repeating to myself not to take it personal and that by hurting me, it's her way of staying close to me. Yeah, that's it.
Wow... I'm just a fucking bowl full of cherries. Speaking of which... tomorrow I'm going to see my new lovie S. I'm going to drive up and stay with her at a conference she's attending for her profession. At least that has me smiling.