Tuesday, October 9, 2012


I quit blogging for quite a while, but I never stopped writing.  I had to make this space private for a bit, to protect my littles, my wife, myself.

I will begin again.

School's finished; all that is left is to pass board certification exams.  Oh - and to find a job.

These last milestones are very difficult for me.  If I don't pass - if I don't get a job - it's proof that I am not good enough, never was.

But I remain positive and hopeful and determined.  I will not let fear keep me from my dreams.

I am not sure if I will keep this space active or start a new space.  In a way this space feels ... done.  I think it might be time to move on and start a new.


hebamme ~ said...

You got this. I was in that same shitplace - the "oh f***, if I don't get past this spot (the exam, the job thing, etc), then what? The time, the money, the family struggles --- it just goes to show, again, what a failure at it all I truly was. I managed to fool someone enough to get to this point, but - seriously now, the shit is real."

but, hey, look here! I made it - certification, job, everything. have faith <3

miss you.... (and your musings....) don't go?

Anonymous said...

You're good enough, you're smart enough, and gosh darn it, people like you.
I can't wait to see what's on the horizon.
I couldn't be more proud and inspired.